NO NAME

There's no name 
For what i face 
There's no time 
And 
There's no place.
Helpless i stand
Not knowing if i will
Or
If i can.
Out of my mind 
Out of space 
The world closing in
I plead my case.
Please tell me
How can this be 
When the one 
I run from
IS ME?

ALONE

Sometimes i feel 
So alone 
Without you 
Cause you 
Were the one 
That knew me best
Accepted me loved me
Kept my secrets 
Without judging me 
Laugh fought and 
Prayed with me
But God proclaimed 
That you could not 
Stay with me.
You see 
My days just aren't 
The same
Sometimes l feel so ashamed 
No words can describe 
The pain
As i sit and wait 
In vain
At the point 
Of no return.

UNTIL

until i met you 
love was just 
A four letter word
to be found 
in a dictionary 
something that 
my heart could 
not define.
until i met you 
love was a 
figure of speech 
that i used
to hide behind.
until i met you 
i thought that 
happy endings 
were reserved
for fairytales 
...until i met love