U ARE GONE

can't believe
that you are gone
that our goodbye
remains frozen in time
that I am lost and alone
that I am so confused
on my own
can't forget
the times we shared
what I wouldn't give
to have you back
my life rainbow
fades to black
let the tears fall
where they may
gotta believe in
better days
lord save me
from myself
I am in need
of so much help
paste on a smile
in spite of my self
dreams now placed
on a shelf
...as my life rainbow
fades to black

WAS

I was the sun
to his moon
I was the one
he misused
I was the wind
to his sand
I couldn't let go
let alone stand.
I was the left
to his right
I was the dark
in the light
I was the air
that he breathed
but I was not
what he needed
...I was the wind
to his sand
couldn't let go
let alone stand!

THE PAIN

god take
the pain away
this lost feeling
that i have
each and every day
the insecurities
the doubt
the times
when I just
can't live without
wondering
if I am
good enough
god give me
the strength
to go on
when times get tough
see i am just
flesh and blood
so shower me
oh lord
with your love!!