I CAN'T

i can't go on this way
with you.
i give up
i give in
there's nothing more
that i can do.
i am the one
you blame
for everything wrong
in your life.
when all i tried to do
was turn darkness
into light.
it can't go on like this
harsh words
hurt feelings
sitting on the sidelines.
tell me
when is my life
really mine?