IN MY BED

i awake each morning
with you in my heart
and in my head
you are everywhere
but where you should be
-here in my bed.
i breathe not just for me
but also for you
can't help but wonder
where you are
who you're with
and what you do.
no one understands
my fallacy
nor the tears that i've cried
a broken heart
may mend
but it
cannot be denied.
i awake each morning
with you in my head
everywhere you should be
but here in my bed.