BE BETTER

told myself
that i would be better
than you were
that i would not
be selfish
that i would not
play favorites
that i would be a
better parent.
always said
that you were an example
of who not to be
that there had to
be a better way
that happiness
is not found in
material things
but in the relationships
you bring.
growing up
i learned
what not to do
and guess what
i AM a better you.