I SAID

i said
that i would not
think of you today
that i would not
go back in time
that i would not
remember how it used
to be
but my heart is so fickle
and does not listen.
i said
i would not
call you
that i would not
think up some excuse
to hear your voice
that i would not play
the crying game.
i said
a lot of things
but in the end
i guess
i lied!