CRY

In my darkest imaginings 
I never imagined 
You gone 
Never imagined 
That i would 
Need a 
road map 
To find
My way
Home 
To find
My way
Back to
ME 
In the darkness 
Of my 
Darkest night 
I never imagined 
That i would 
Sit alone 
And i
Would cry!

WAITED

I should
Have waited
Before i gave
My love to you
My heart to you
My soul to you
I should
Have waited
Until i wasn't
So vulnerable
Until God
Deemed you worthy
I should have walked
Not rushed
Heart first
Head last
...I should have known
That you were
No GOOD

JUST

Just want you 
To know 
That always 
You are in
My heart 
And on
My mind
Every day
And all
The time 
Left wondering 
Why i wasn't 
Good enough 
Why you ran
From my lips
Ran from  
My touch. 
Just want you 
To know that 
I am still 
In love
With you 
No matter 
Where you go
Or what 
You do
...You are in
My heart FOREVER